the big 3 2

Well tomorrow we are finally 32 weeks into this pregnancy. I am so relieved to have made it this far, and with all things holding good, we may yet make it to 38 weeks. I wouldn't know what to do with a healthy baby who comes home when i do, i've never had that, but i'm excited to see what that's like! lol

32 weeks is a major milestone, after this baby is just getting bigger and maturing his lungs, everything else is in place and good. It's just a small sigh of relief, which it will continue to be a new sigh of relief with each week that passes. I am just amazed at how well things are going for us. I have been able to resume normal activity, i'm still being monitored twice a week and seeing the dr often because they're just worried it's all gonna come back, but for now i'm just enjoying things going well....for once!

Baby is moving so much it's insane, the girls never moved like this, he just isn't content to sit in one position. For the past several weeks he has been shifting from breech postion (heads up) to a head down position about twice a week. For how big he measures they are always surprised when they see that he's changed again, but for the past few days i can feel him trying to switch around (he's been head down for almost a week now) and i don't think he has the room to do it anymore. It's funny cause i can feel his little behind and legs all pushing to try and turn himself over, it's a little painful even because he's pushing so hard to turn over, but then when he can't do it i can feel him go back to his resting position and just kick his feet. I swear he's stomping his feet in anger and frustration lol. He's a stubborn one, i can tell already.

Wondering what he's going to look like, i still can't picture a little boy in our family, what with all the pink and frilly stuff we have, how is "little boy blue" going to fit in to all of that? haha, everytime i look in his closet and see the boy outfits i just cannot picture what it'll be like to have a boy. I'm excited and nervous as usual with any new baby. It's all getting closer!